Trillo $kywalker - I Destroyed Myself on a Friday Night Lyrics

I'm ready to self destruct
Will you hold me please
I don't wanna do this but
I'm taking you here with me
I'm ready I'm ready to self destruct
Will you hold me please
I don't wanna do this but
I'm taking you here with me
All on my mind yeah you all on my mind
All on my mind I'm obsessed with the time
Damn
Yeah
Can't get you out of my mind mm
Drownding my pains away I'm sipping some goose
I'm feeling real loose
I'm losing my mind even hung from a noose
Cuting my arm like there's nothing to lose
A Friday night as I sat at that park
My blood drained out while leaving that mark
Mmmmm yeah
Life tore me apart I'm back where we started
If I tore you apart I'm glad that you parted
I'll leave you my heart Ill parallel park it
My souls was left in those woods but I never forgot it
But I'm glad that I sold it cause now I'm cold hearted
I'm ready to self destruct
Will you hold me please
I don't wanna do this but
I'm taking you here with me
I'm ready I'm ready to self destruct
Will you hold me please
I don't wanna do this but
I'm taking you here with me
All cause of fam
Now I'm so high I don't wanna land
Now I'm so drunk my visions like sand
Old music plays you would think this was planned
Instigations the worst
Now my son sleeps with a memory
His Tears have been crushing you know that shit's killing me
I look in the mirror I hope that you remember me
Losing yourself when you deal with a frienemy
Zero my pain
Through all of the bullshit I'll stay for while
Delusional love but my mind's in denial
Debating my mind and lost the pretrial
Its either or now I'm losing my focus
Red thumb finger print burn it and focus
I swear that I'm hopeless
Cause now that I'm souless
To give y'all a life of happiness I hope that you'll notice
I'm ready to self destruct
Will you hold me please
I don't wanna do this but
I'm taking you here with me
I'm ready I'm ready to self destruct
Will you hold me please
I don't wanna do this but
I'm taking you here with me