8pm in Loampit Video (MV)

The way I'm touchin' these beats, it's unpredictable
The way I battled depression, it was a miracle
Tryna buck that nigga in my head, in the physical
Pressure going up and down like we joggin' in intervals
I'll put the music out, I'll be dodgin' them interviews
First they love you then you're bound to get ridiculed
And this ain't nothin' new man I've been the truth
And I don't watch the news man they bend the truth
I grew up in the zoo with Gorillas
You know them hittas
The boys that can get at you
Hoodie on, black tints, got no visual
Niggas bookie, Pukki with the shot, not so clinical
But niggas dumpin' anyway, more shots, additional
The first four shots totally missed but one's hittin' you
It's like if we ain't on the news we're invisible
Or just here for your entertainment this is typical
I got a message from my ex and I had to delete it
I can't deal with that kinda drama she'll be mad if she sees it
I was reminiscing, thinkin' I should get back to my G shit
Actually I deeped it, I'm happy, slap me, I'm dreamin'
I can't leave my lady nervous when I ain't back in the evenin'
I had to look at the man in the mirror and battle my demons
Over 100 on the M way, tryna find a reason
A nigga blowin' for the week I'll be back by the weekend
I was making love to my girl she told me go harder
Nigga run me a beat, I'm tryna go harder
Got big plans, big man, no father
Want a big yard, big car, no drama
F*ck hard work but it pays off
I was workin' a night shift thinkin' of day jobs
I seen cuzzy's watch I want the same one please
Or a bigger one at least, no days off please
I was makin' love to my girl she told me go harder
Nigga run me a beat yo I'm tryna go harder
Got big plans, big man, no father
Want a big car, big yard, no drama
F*ck hard work but it pays me well
Nigga had beef from Peckham to Ladywell
I was slingin' cheese, dishing out Babybel
And f*cking with that hoe in Essex, that was a crazy girl
She said f*ck me if you love me, I said f*ck it I'll say it girl
And look me in my eyes because I ain't comin' back again
She said you got excuses like, What you hurt your back again?
You had another accident, let me guess
You was comin' over here and you crashed again?
I guess I've reached my maximum
I'm going out with Max again
I'm going back on Tinder and I hope we never match again
Yes I can relax again
If that's the levels then I'm matchin' it, you know
Karma the biggest disease we're all catchin' it
I found a wallet with no cash in it
I don't know if I'd return it if the catch was in it
A nigga grew up hungry, they're tryna take it from me
I eat my food with my hands and I can clap you with it
Keep my mind on my money we won't give that a visit
I was making love to my girl, she told me go harder
Nigga run me a beat, I'm tryna go harder
Got big plans, big man, no father
Want a big yard, big car, no drama