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I been tryna act like shit don't bother me, and I'm not caring
But the last time I saw you, girl, I caught you staring
Probably, you looking at me, I bet you think I look dumb
I bet I'd think the same thing too if I saw what I've become
A f*cking mess, and a wreck, it makes me sick to my stomach
I been acting like I'm happy, when I knew that I wasn't
I f*cking crumble and fall, feel like I'm giving my all
Tryna move on and live my life alone is so f*cking hard
Don't take this as a song that's begging you to come back
Because the both of us know, we gotta leave that in the past
And that part of our lives, we had together is gone
And it was struggle for a while for me to try to move on
From the day that we split, I felt like a pile of shit
Because I said those awful things and I still feel like a prick
I hate myself, for letting all these demons control me
I know been immature, you were right when you told me
And I'm sorry
You broke my heart, I broke yours, but I still put myself first
I should've thought at least twice, before I went writing that verse
Anger, depression, took me over, I put the pen to the page
And writing down these hateful thoughts, when I'm all fueled up with rage
And I'm sorry, for hurting your feelings, but you understand
I had high f*cking hopes, I had a bunch of shit planned
And it was all just for you, I didn't know what to do
After all the shit that happened, I went into a recluse
I think I overreacted, I just went losing my shit
I think worst of its over, I think I'll try to forgive
I'll finally open my eyes, open arms and embrace
And just accept that life has given me a change in my fate
I'm not mad, I'm not jealous, it's time to act like a man
Even if that means seeing you with him and alone here I stand
You got someone and you're happy, so I gotta let it go
Because I'm tired of hating, that's why I'm letting you know
I'm sorry