TrigNO - Dot My Eyes Lyrics

If they tell me put my best foot 4ward I'm standing straight up
Straight up facts nothing is made up
Tracks jam pac-man running from ghosts from the past man
Girls who'd run a lap 4 me tryna dance in the lap of me
I should change my name to lux
Don't believe in it but I'd say I doubled my luck
I am now the moon
Used to be the sun
We talk about the many moons but there only one
The stars have aligned in my darkest days
My rain is purple now is prince or cameron to blame
Rappers put it on they life they wanna spark of haze
But it's a fact they only say it from afar away
TrigNOstalgic
Lent in couches
Tenant bouncing
True story
Who's story
Maybe yours
Made a bolder name in my faded glory
I see clones around me
I see drones arounds me
Swear I used to know you
Now what you promoting
I can see your bones thin
Your life's a cat scan and you don't trap man
I told em all these Escobar's is crack man
Half amazing
Half man
If I put in half I always I put the other half in
My cousins was cripping
I wasn't with it but when buddy's was trippin I was jumping in with em
The ghetto buddy system
Can't Fade the glory
Nobody made it 4 me
Jumped on the balcony
Now they can't ignore me
I'm at the zenith now
The routes scenic now
Keep it player now the mayor's how they treat me wow
Promoters pay in exposure
Since we talking exposure lemme expose ya
We know good and well who they came to see
And they ain't come to see who paying me
And they ain't come to see who pay
Pay who They paid to see
I got my fans hands together and they pray 4 me
Thank God 4 this melanin and these melodies
The drum kicks on Bruce cause this is heavenly
God blessed me with non block blessings
Jotting my expressions in the spur of the moment
Pops lessons coached a youngin
Since a munchkin emotions had took some punches
I stuck to the fundamentals
I feel like Tim Duncan
Ask my parents
Ask my brothers
We don't really come from much and now this is riding bikes to me
What?
I'm onto something and my father been down b4 his oldest son
Mama popped out 4 sons
I'm the coldest one
They say I don't get mentioned enough
But if you didn't drop my name then you didn't discuss it
End of discussion
Can't 4get that life is bigger than us
Y'all let these rappers keep on lying
I'll be simba 4 once
I had it twisted
Used to cross my eyes and dot my t's but obviously
I gotta see this is larger than me
Now, I cross my t's and dot my eyes
Pray to Christ that everything I saw in 4sight is not a lie
Rawest
Crossed my T's and dot my eyes
Been standing 4 I could
That's why I don't have to lie
On the cement with the roaches
With the hustlers posted
Bottom line
You cross the line I'll show you encroachment
Just seen the man that had that golden voice asking 4 some coins
Uh
Thought by now he'd roll inside a Royce
Thought I'd never leave Joyce
Now I'm only coming back 4 my mama and my dad
Have em bragging bout my plaques
Used to clean out all my plaque
Now I'm flossing with these gaps
The homies tossing filthy gats
I ain't picking up the slack
The statistics said I'd die b4 I'm twenty five
I've killed myself over 9000 times
Homicide 4 this flesh since I've been alive
I'm here 4 all of that
In fact I been arrived
Social media ain't the only thing eating us
'Cause they feeding us the same thing that the tv does
Side note
Eye quote
What if grudges weighed a ton
What if demons ran track
Where exactly would we run
How exactly would we do it
Where we goin when we moving
I got gentrified lunges
Heard the home is where the heart is wait until I find one
Wait until I find one
Til then I'm back where I started
That's one times one