When My heart aches and I'm Full of longing
I close my eyes and i talk to you In a thousand ways
Silence, a twisted rope around My neck
And I'm suffering just choking On the words unsaid
Cause there's a hole in me and
I've tried to find the strength to Move on
But everytime i find that Something
Life will always go wrong
Well Is this it?
Will i feel this way the rest of My life?
Yeah i'm hideing what im Feeling but my head isnt right
Im crying, and i honestly feel Like nobody gets me
I look in the mirror, hold the Knife up
But my body wont let me
I'm sorry that i feel this way
You think im just a failure
Please dont undercut my Feelings
In my past you wasnt there
I was as pure as Torakak
I was brighter than the sun
But right now all that im feeling Is loss of someone gone
Getting it out, sayi'n it loud
All of my thoughts, and im Hiding it now
Please dont look away, because I Am hurting, and im crying out
I'm drowning in my own tears