Pen to the paper
Ink to the skin
It's harder to admit
I know I can't win
You're in the abyss
Staring into your fate
I'm tired of this
Every time I open my eyes my stomach aches
I pass over the details in my head
Alone in my bed
Trying to cast away
Every memory you left
Instead, I'm left with this chasm
As I rest
I wish I could I could take needle and thread
To sew up the holes in our chests
In time I'll fade into your bones
And you into mine
When the winter comes
We'll continue on with our lives
Keep in mind that I'm not fine
When I write
I'll never rhyme to attack
But I wish that you would come back
I wish that you would come back
Had I known the last time
I'd look into your eyes
And pressed against your lips
Would be the last time
I would have pressed so much harder
Than I did
Just to save the taste of your kiss
I wish I was better than this
I wish I was better than this