Hey, maybe I'm the problem, how are we gon' solve it?
If you need to go and run away, you won't be faulted
I've been taking time to find myself and I'm exhausted
Money equals power, why ain't happiness an option?
Minutes turn to hours and days that I seek
I've been overthinking for the seventh day this week
Got too much to talk about, but questions do repeat
I've been trying to find emotions, but they run away from me
Kinda find it funny how I never wanna lose
Wake up to emotions, leaving me all beat and bruised
Life been overlapping me, so it got me confused
Running circle after circle, once again I'm out the loop
Became numb to all the hugs, all the loves, and I miss you's
Lately on the run, you the drug, I'm the issue
Got so many scars, they done ran out of tissue
Tears can never fall, there's no one I can tend to
So I gotta right my wrongs, then I write my songs
If lately I've been off and on, then I'm sorry, babe, yeah
I just gotta right my wrongs, then I hide my thoughts
And if you feel you don't belong, then I'm sorry, babe
I keep saying sorry, I've been having issues
Saying things that hurt you, even though I never meant to
That's the thing that irks me, it keeps weighing on my mental
Used to riding dirty around the city, now I'm in school
My family telling me I left them all behind, I know
I know you leaving me, I seen it in my mind, eyes closed
I keep having beef with me, like "Why you killing my high hopes"
Keep having beef with me, like "Why you killing my high hopes"
This life of balance, I keep walking on this high, high road
Music my drug, baby, listen to these highs I wrote
Trying to do better for myself, I don't wanna die, broke
Trying to do better for myself
I've been trying to right my wrongs, so I write my songs
If lately I've been off and on, I'm sorry, babe
I've been trying to right my wrongs, so I hide my thoughts
And if you feel you don't belong, then I'm sorry, babe