Acrobatics in Atrophy Video (MV)

Steadily combating lethargy
There's no motive to arise
Contemplate exactly when and where the vision escaped my eyes
Exercise a mental poverty
'til it becomes my status quo
Here I dance with all my detriments
And intoxicating woes

The structure falls faster than it takes to rebuild
Of mortar blood and bone it's still too frail
A laden fracture becoming more severe
There's nothing left but time to kill

Inundated with futility
A new grey relieves the glow
Festered thoughts of immolation
I'll attempt to never show

I've failed to capture the vast exuberance
The more I try the more it won't make sense
A brief distraction can only hold so well
There's hardly any I to kill

This suit is tailored with my anxieties
Sewn from a spool of nervous energy
Because I am never who I need to be
There's hardly any light in me

Outline
None to trace
Eyes kept open, empty gaze
Inside
Absent face
I'll divide and curl away
Realize
Wasted days
I'm so desperate to regain
Outside
I won't stay
My door's closing

Every limb reduced to atrophy
There's no motive to survive
This life