Trevor Johnson - Blood on My Hands Lyrics

I got this blood on my hands
Yea I'm tryna repent
Yea I'm tryna get right again
I got this blood on my hands
Yea I'm tryna repent
Yea I'm tryna get right again

Ive been searching
For my soul
Cuz all this hurtings' took its toll
And now I know
That sticks and stones
They may break bones
But the wounds left behind could again be whole
And if you strive through the pressure and you put it all together,
Then its bitch behold

Yea
I aint tryna be good im just tryna right these wrongs
But it feels like yall write me off
Aye
I ain't tryna be good im just tryna right these wrongs
But it feels like God writes me off

Got this blood on my hands
Yea I'm tryna repent
Yea I'm tryna get right again
I got this blood on my hands
Yea I'm tryna repent
Yea im tryna get right again

Missing nieces and nephews birthdays
Family probably thinking the worst thing
They're why I do this in the first place
First place

Now I'm sorry mama for the drama that you go through
And i hope you
Find a man with gentle hands that'll hold you
Instead of scold you
Dont have that many more walls that i could punch a hole through
And i know you
Got caught up in that situation
So i could sleep in a bed and get an education
I even plotted about dumping all his medication
But i hesitated
And i kept on getting those calls
Close to bout three in the morn
Told me that he hit you again
But you wont call on the cops
I guess that Ima do what I need to
See if that cold motherf*ckers gonna bleed blue
I won't let him have another motherf*cking redo
Ill be damned if i sit and let him beat you

Blood on my hands
Yea I'm tryna repent
Yea I'm tryna get right again
I got this blood on my hands
Yea I'm tryna repent
Yea I'm tryna get right again

I ain't tryna be good I'm just tryna write these wrongs
But I feel like y'all write me off
Aye aint tryna be good I'm just tryna write these wrongs
But I feel like God writes me off