Trevon - Philophobia Lyrics

I lost myself tryin to find yo love
Thought that you cared
But in the end man you ain't give a f*ck
So now I'm here
And Steady tryin to pick the pieces up
They say that love is poison
Now man I can see it clear
It was two years
And girl I feel like you were never here
I wrote this shit and i promise that I mean every tear
Philophobia tendencies really got me trippin
I'm pretty sure shawty was good
But my heart still won't listen
Cause when you left
I swear it sent me to different dimensions
So when you see me
Please don't ask me why I'm actin different
You took my heart you took my soul
Left me with my conscience cold
Tryna figure where I went wrong
Down this bumpy road
But it's ok it's alright
I done moved on with my life
All this pain in my soul
Hard to keep my mind right
Sometimes

Philophobia tendencies
Really got me trippin
Bottles empty like my heart
And I'm still sippin
I crack a smile for my people
But I'm feelin pain
Can't even lie
She f*cked me up
Now I'm forever changed
Philophobia tendencies
Really got me trippin
Bottles empty like my heart
And I'm still sippin
I crack a smile for my people
But I'm feelin pain
Can't even lie
She f*cked me up
Now I'm forever changed

Forever I stayed down
Even when you wont around
Was hurt at first
But now I sit back and think it's funny how
I gave my heart to you
Would've took a shot for you
But instead you showed me how it feel
When ya hearts in two
Best believe some tears fell
Baby girl I must admit
Hurt as f*ck mad as f*ck
But never could call you a bitch
Got that text and said
Man really what the f*ck is this
And ever since then
My heart been in a black abyss
Tell me how I am I supposed to act
When I know that there's not goin back
To how it was when you put that knife
Right in my f*ckin back
Friends kept sayin she no good
But I said f*ck that
My confidence in you got me kicked
Right in my nut sack
Now I'm here forever changed
And I can't say different
Now I'm here forever changed
And I can't say different
Now I'm here forever changed
And I can't say different
Waitin on someone to just sit down
And f*ckin listen

Philophobia tendencies
Really got me trippin
Bottles empty like my heart
And I'm still sippin
I crack a smile for my people
But I'm feelin pain
Can't even lie
She f*cked me up
Now I'm forever changed
Philophobia tendencies
Really got me trippin
Bottles empty like my heart
And I'm still sippin
I crack a smile for my people
But I'm feelin pain
Can't even lie
She f*cked me up
Now I'm forever changed