Too Late Video (MV)

My whole life I felt that I was never needed
All of 2020 I wish I could self delete it
I've made mistakes but somehow I can't help but to repeat it
The devil shows another level when I think I beat it
I fell for women that were all gassed up and too conceded
I'm not the seventh Hokage but I still do believe it
In love of course I spent all this time trying to achieve it
When people praise me I really dont know how to receive it
Man I've shed so many tears
Haven't talked to Quyen in years
Prison is my biggest fear
I've been chained between my ears
Sadness comes in different gears
Everything is not as clear
Should be dead but I'm so thankful by His grace that I'm still here
Man I wish you could forget it
Every girl I hit with a back number I regret it
I am sorry
If I blow up I know there will be a few that said I stalked them and have the receipts
Regardless if they're real or fake
I promise you I've chilled
I've had time to heal
Need someone that wants to build
Not just here to pay your bills
All those valley girls wanted attention till they got their fill
Especially Maria he could never do you like I will
I did
Always asking when it's my turn
God is laughing at what you've been planning when will I learn
I won't be happy until I make it so what does that mean if I don't
Or does it mean that I won't
Am I too late to the party