This Far Video (MV)

Oh I'm
So tired of shaking this jar
No one told me it'd be this hard
All these things I put in my art
I'm surprised I made it this
Made it thi-thi-

Yea
Forget it
Y'all just too pathetic
Said I couldn't carry the game so I'll super set it
Here till it's over like it's Marvel waiting through the credits
This ain't a stupid fetish I know where my head is
I been messing up since high school
Skipping my classes
Didn't care about my grades as long as I was passin'
Trying to make music and distribute it to the masses
This is probably the only thing I did with a passion
I know a couple that don't believe I can do it
But they know I write these songs like there ain't nothin to it
Yeah I said before that this ain't no accident this is destiny
But as of lately my inner demons have got the best of me
I've been runnin trying to make up for the past
I needed help but I was too afraid to ask
Got faith in my drive I just pray that if I crash
I don't lose my common sense when my forehead hits the dash

I'm
So tired of shaking this jar
No one told me it'd be this hard
All these things I put in my art
I'm surprised I made it this
Made it thi-thi-
So tired of shaking this jar
No one told me it'd be this hard
All these things I put in my art
I'm surprised I made it this far

Eventually I learned that people come and people go
And nowadays selfishness is all that people know
Sooner or later the ugly truth is all that people show
Sad to say but truth is whether you like or not people grow apart
Friends that were there from the start
They just disappear
I put my all in them but they're gone so who's really missing here
And inside we're all scared we just have different fears
Drivin on the same road but just in different gears
Some are fast some are slow
Some are just there for the ride
I know guys with 45s now they're doing 4 to 5
I ain't with the thug life
I can't do the thug life
Instagram pictures with the trigger yeah I'm a thug right
I dont have a game I just say what's real
I just tell them how I really feel so they know the deal
I could care less about my pride half the time I dont need it
Haters only beat you when they tease you and you believe it
Don't believe it

I've been runnin trying to make up for the past
I needed help but I was too afraid to ask
Got faith in my drive I just pray that if I
Got faith in my
Got faith in my drive I just pray that if I
Got faith in my
Got faith in my drive I just pray that if I crash
I don't
Lose my common sense when my forehead hits the dash

I'm
So tired of shaking this jar
No one told me it'd be this hard
All these things I put in my art
I'm surprised I made it this
Made it thi-thi-
So tired of shaking this jar
No one told me it'd be this hard
All these things I put in my art
I'm surprised I made it this far

You may not have been looking for anything
But you found it
Or rather
It found you