Purple Heart (feat. George Holly) Video (MV)

I got so many wounds from life
That I deserve a Purple Heart
These voices I'm my head like battles cries
You know I'm scared from war
So when the rain come falling
Every drop look like a shooting star
Wishing all this pain would get erased but it ain't wrote in chalk
So if you wonder how I feel
(If you wonder how I feel then)
Go and ask witness who done viewed my whole life
Cause where I'm from this shit get real
(Yeah, this shit get real)
Please don't think I'm bragging cause I swear this ain't right
How the hell my heart shattered when it's from diamonds
Ace of spades get Poed not at the club
But when I sit in silence
I could you put you in my shoes my dawg
But you ain't even stylish
How these n***as say they ride for me when they ain't got no mileage
I can't press rewind but if I could I'm going back to
When time was a hourglass short of taking mine
Give me a notice hand me a sign
I know Lebrons who just ain't make the league
Based off where we from
Even though the sun releasing heat it don't amount to a gun
I'm from a war zone
My city streets got blood where I walked
Post up on dauphin st downtown Better be swimming with sharks
Cause I done seen good times go bad
That's why it's smoke in my gar
I'm praying my lord keep me unbothered
Before they took it to far
And I up the rod like I been at the pier out fishing for cod
Me and my boys gone ride with out while yours in the garage
Still feel that pain like it was yesterday when I lost lil Forest
You can see my struggles if I took my eyes and swap with yours
So if you wonder how I feel
(If you wonder how I feel then)
Go and ask witness who done viewed my whole life
Cause where I'm from this shit get real
(Yeah, this shit get real)
Please don't think I'm bragging cause I swear this ain't right
I've never had a hard life but sometimes shit can get very real
20 years later, and im still stuck on a pherris wheel
Been going round in circles, feel like i dont have purpose
Cause all of my family is busy, and that shit is hurting
F*ck a filter, I feel like shit
Lisa lost her life and everyone just seemed to dip
I don't care about attention, I just wanted some connection
Im pretty sure yall didnt know that I went through some depression
But its all good, thats not the only thing in life that got me down
Ive done opened up my heart, but easily been shot down
Surrounded by anxiety, felt like Im gonna drown
Now its hard to care, but im sure you know that by now
I got so many wounds from life
That I deserve a Purple Heart
These voices I'm my head like battles cries
You know I'm scared from war
So when the rain come falling
Every drop look like a shooting star
Wishing all this pain would get erased but it ain't wrote in chalk
So if you wonder how I feel
(If you wonder how I feel then)
Go and ask witness who done viewed my whole life
Cause where I'm from this shit get real
(Yeah, this shit get real)
Please don't think I'm bragging cause I swear this ain't right