I saw myself tonight
Clearly for the first time
The bottom of this empty glass
Is glossy like my eyes
I stepped outside to smoke
I thought of some old joke I made
When I still made jokes
That made you laugh
I wonder where you are
And walk back to the bar
I'll watch all these C-list stars
Dancing in the dark
Only time can tell how bad I've got it now
I'd get out of this hell if I just knew how
The only way I know's not the way I am
I wish I could go and not give a damn
But you got me good, didn't you?
Even though you knew, you wouldn't follow through
You know it's true
Broken lights and cigarettes
And writing on the walls
Sleepless nights with my regrets
All running down the halls
But you got me good, didn't you?
Even though you knew, you wouldn't follow through
You know it's true
Smoky rooms and corduroy
And it's raining on the streets
Another night, another boy
Is sleeping in my sheets
But he don't love me