Narcissist Interlude Video (MV)

I put thoughts behind my words so you can follow me home
I spent way too long on comments
That I read on my phone
I can't even keep the peace
Inside my mind I'm alone
I've been drowning in cheap liquor masking it with cologne

I just want to find a way to get me back in my zone
Feel like lately I've been lost wondering through unknown
Every time I hear a pause it's like a shot to the soul
And I can't drown no more, don't want to cry no more
Down to my knees on the floor, I use my heart as a sword

They offer life as reward, I pray my cries ain't ignored
I showed them love when it's war
I showed them love when it's war

I treat my life like the law, they show me love so I'm God
I feel like I don't got no one else that can tell me I'm wrong
And if I'm doing bad by myself, how can you come along huh
Why you tainting your spirit
What's your message to God
Are you talking to me when you saying you flawed