Treaza - Motions Lyrics

Just winging this shit
Got no rule book
When my thoughts sit too long I will lose it
Everywhere that I go shits in shambles
But will I give up hell if I know
Honestly f*ck all of that deep shit I'm proud of me
Went through hell and back but I still can see
The future that my God picked out just for me
I'm learning it's okay to pack up and leave
Mentally
In my mind I'm half crazy
But I won't show it if they can't see it
I know it'll come in good timing
Just gotta keep pushing keep grinding
Sadness is just temporary
Gotta stop grabbing shit I can't carry yea yea

I'm Going going going through the motions
But I'm Growing growing growing through the motions
I'm going going going through the motions
But I'm growing growing
Growing growing

Not trying to love let's be cool that's it
All the times they took off with it
But I'm not ashamed my heart is the same
But I won't ever say it's okay
Want more friends but I don't trust
Expanding my mind so I don't cuss
Well
As much
Don't ask me what's wrong it's a trigger
Tryna find me a good vice not just liquor
I know I want more but my heart is so sore
Finding the strength to close all these damn Doors
But it's so hard so hard
The light seems so far so far but I'm

I'm Going going going through the motions
But I'm Growing growing growing through the Motions
I'm going going going through the motions
But I'm growing growing
Growing growing