I put my all in this music drop a tape and go broke behind it
The least that you can do is tell people where they can find it
If you don't like my shit then tell me i wont even mind it
But don't you act like you my man if you just stand in silence
Could name a few but its one that stands out from others
I barely feel the love from my own brother
I feel I get more support from his baby mother
These thoughts i cant keep covered
Whats really crazy I aint even like her at first
Just being honest never frontin' when im writing a verse
I just ask you that you stay the same
Keep that energy please mane don't ever change
Cause if I do make it and y'all do a 360
Mane, that shit will really f*ck with me
Like damn, do niggas really f*ck with me
Aint gon' recycle bars go and play that 89
I told you how im rockin' if i gotta question guys
Im pretty sure when they hear this they won't feel it
Mane, thats if they even take the time to listen
Next topic let me tell you bout this incident
This one lil joint that i used to be dealing with
Bad lil vibe no lie I was feelin' it
Was rockin' for awhile but this is what ended it
She told me that she thought she was pregnant and I ignored it
Prolly made her feel like I would wanna abort it
But that aint true to be one hunnit i was all for it
If we had a baby girl she would've been so gorgeous
But she left me bout a week before I felt she wasn't being fair
And I knew there was no child thought it was a scare
I still should've showed concern I should've been there
That was the turning point things never got repaired
Damn, just had to move forward
I was playing ball a youngin was a good scorer
But every time i looked up i was in the bleachers
And I don't f*ck with school I never listened to my teachers
Going through the motions out there totin' on my heater
Did a semester up at vsu then I wound up leaving
It hurt to walk away from the game
But tell the truth i was good off the stress that it brings
Plus I did way more than anybody thought I'd do
Real live on me i surprised myself too
Played 2 years in high school, was mainly in the streets
Turned that shit around like some shit you never seen
Went juco got my associates degree
Put up numbers playing ball then hit a university
I beat so many odds it could've been a lot worse
And I just always had love and passion for this music
Now i got to the point where its really time to do it, ah
Be feeling like my life a movie
Certain things just no longer move me
I know in struggle theres a lot of beauty
But it don't look good when you niggas out here acting goofy
I knew this man from day one never thought he'd switch
Our good man died he started f*cking with his bitch
Remember talking and I listened while you faked the pain
Told me since bro passed shit aint never been the same
Shit crazy wholetime you messing with his girl
When shit its like a billion other girls in the world
Y'all both grimey, I could never put this shit behind me
Its been awhile and to this day that shit is still beyond me