trdml - Pom Pom Lyrics

It's better that I try than I give up now
What's better than some sun and the clearing clouds
You had to say those words now I'm thinking bout
Where i'd be right now if I took a different route
Expletives and asterisks you always had to add em in
Passionate and talented at throwing all them javelins
Struck me in the heart and you played it like an accident
Should have known from start that you were just a mannequin
Plastic as the package on a pack of Ramen noodles
Handing me apologies I threw me out like judo
Drawing these conclusions but I don't like ya doodles
Playing Google with the questions like, what the hell do you know?
I can admit, I don't know shit
Except snares and kicks not relationships
If you know a thing or two then teach me something new
Cause I'm starting to see blue in this sinking ship
I just want some peace of mind
You just want a piece of mine
I try to see the other side
But for now I guess I'm fine
Suffer for 5 just to feel good for 2
That's part of a plan that I'm not seeing through
Last time I checked yeah my life was together
But next week I might just be under the weather
I felt so blind on my way home
I lost my mind feeling so old
Ocean eyes see your halo
But I'm just searching for the day glow
I'm in a league of my own but that don't mean I'm better just playing alone
Down in the basement you think you know me but the fact is I'm really just stuck in my zone
Feeling out our new plans
Blueprints spread out black hands
I ain't got time to be wasting so I'm staying who am and working on the next program
I see the world in shades of blue
The water is murky can't see through
Sick of the raindrop déjà vu
So indecisive but never 'bout you
I just want some peace of mind
You just want a piece of mine
I try to see the other side
But for now I guess I'm fine
I just want some peace of mind
You just want a piece of mine
I try to see the other side
But for now I guess I'm fine