Rising Up From A Downward Spiral Video (MV)

Trapped in comfort and a numb feeling
Lifeless, absent, dull
There's no way to find happiness
Prepare yourself for the cull

There's nothing left to give
Nothing left to take
Don't know what we're doing
It's become so fake
Never knew I'd feel
Ajoined yet so alone
I can't stop this feeling Guess that I've just grown
Nothing left to give
Nothing left to take
Don't know what we're doing
It's become so fake
Never knew I'd feel
Adjoined yet so alone
I can't stop this feeling
Guess that I've that I've just grown

I never meant to hurt you
Didn't think it'd come to this
And it's true that I don't hate you
But there's so much of myself that I miss

Rising up from a downward spiral
I'll be ok again
Born again from emotional death
I finally feel again

So don't blame me
For growing up and getting out
It wasn't meant to be
You no longer control me
Once dependent now I'm free
What I thought was love was killing me, killing me

I was never good enough for you
And you know your word was never true
All talk but no substance
And always something to prove

Rising up from a downward spiral
I'll be ok again
Born again from emotional death
I finally feel again

Now I've finally had enough
Take a deep breathe, it's time to run

Now it's time to go
I tried to tell you
I just couldn't though
I was already gone
Months or even years ago
I just didn't know
I just didn't know
Caught in an endless flow

Heed my words
Don't let yourself believe you own lies
Don't get trapped
Living someone else's life
Live yours