These past few years
I've lost more self respect than I ever had at the start
And I'd almost forgive you for believing
That I'd somehow made it all into an art
For all the days I barely recognised myself
Staring through the glass as I wept
I breathe a silent player to the God's
I've never kept
I can't face this, can't f*cking take this
I can't face this, can't f*cking take this
It's been the longest road I've ever known
But it's a path I must face on my own
(F*cking save me)
We all feel the cold at some point in our lives
It's only as I grow I've come to realise
It's place on the outside
The only failure of a broken man
Is the one he bears alone
It's taken my whole life
But finally I know...
There is no weakness in letting go
Of the veil you tread beneath
Holding onto the dream of a life it the light
The sweet relief
I can't face this, can't f*cking take this
I can't face this, can't f*cking take this
But you are the anchors that keep me sane
You're force me to focus through the pain
The winter nights are drawing in again
And you always said to lean on you my friend
When I'm weary and in need of strength
When the voices whisper on and on and on
Oh God I'm done
We're all alone
The pieces just won't fall back into place
I can barely see your face
In the memory of our days
Alone
The pieces just won't fall back into place
I can barely see your face
In the memory of our days
These anchors keep me sane
Force me to focus through the pain
Leave a legacy
For the ones who bear my name
These anchors keep me sane
Force me to focus through the pain
Leave a legacy
For the ones who bear my name
We're all alone
The pieces just won't fall back into place
I can barely see your face
In the memory of our days
Alone
The pieces just won't fall back into place
I can barely see your face
In the memory of our days
Oh God I'm done