Trak - Pretend (feat. Mougleta) Lyrics

Stop and don't even try to pretend
I'm not the poison, you're the venom running in
And as I walk in the night, shadows passing by
The thought of you leaving me, haunts me every time

We had it sorted, yea we had sorted
According to what we saw in these problems we kept resolving
Gave you what you need to keep going
Back to the same shit in the morning
Cuz you want love, you want drugs, you wana - but that ain't enough
We almost could've had peace, but instead you wanted that ease
Had your soul locked up in chains of hate and sorrow up with no keys
Yeah, we scrunched up, we done f*cked up, can't get rid of that crease
So, you let go, and I hold on, but it's like we can't move on
You got two faces, two tones
And I can't really take both home
Cuz every time that we step forward, it's like you taking, 10 gone
And now we stuck in this loop
Whether it's us or me or you
Coulda had it all, your vision got skewed
Showed you love, you still wanted proof
No matter what I did, nah, it didn't really matter
Had me swaying thoughts I'd rather
Have you gone for the rest of my time
Somethings I had but didn't want mine
Now we argue fight all the time
Yeah, ya eyes full of despise
Empty conversation with hollow replies

Stop and don't even try to pretend
I'm not the poison, you're the venom running in
And as I walk in the night, shadows passing by
The thought of you leaving me, haunts me every time

We started off in a glass home
Now we in a broken castle
Faded walls and fallen doors
Hallways that I never walk past you
Memories of what used to be
A bit locked up, a bit less free
A bit more heat, a little less breeze
You devouring pain, you are what you eat
Dynamics rerouted
Got problems, never talk about em
My clear head shadowed with doubt, clouded
Had a few fights, now I can't count em
Cuz you lose your mind and I find it
We look at each other, we blinded
Our hands don't match, bad timing
I wish we had good signage
Now we back to square one
Had each other, now we got none
Time spent, used be to fun
When we get close, you run
So, me, I just can't stand it
We talked about it, we planned it
These dreams got jaded brought havoc
So now you in this room packing
But I'm glad you bout to go
Been too long, we already know
That we been done, it's been fun
It's a bad game, we ain't won
So, all this agony ain't worth it
All this love, you don't deserve it
All this bullshit, you earned it
So, when you leave, I'm observing

Stop and don't even try to pretend
I'm not the poison, you're the venom running in
And as I walk in the night, shadows passing by
The thought of you leaving me, haunts me every time