Trabajarie - Misunderstood Lyrics

They misinterpret my energy, I'm not who these niggas pretend to be, even tho I have the recipe
Drugs guns and money bitches and power, this shit was in my hand but I still feel like a coward
Niggas looking down on me like the head of a shower
Because I'm not in a school on levels like prince or Howard
But who the f*ck is you to judge when you don't even know me
Bitches in my dms shooting shots like they was Kobe but this shit old like ginoblee
You want me better show me Don't just f*ck me then be distant you really was tryna hoe me
You really tryna play been feelings you for some Days imma keep it real
I wanted to trust that you would save
On my worst day I'm hurting I'm cleaner than dish Detergent
These bitches do you dirty they really be 7 thirty Crooked to the bone broke hearts now
I'm alone can't You tell that I have grown without you I wrote this song
And I'm stuck inside my feelings you left me with no Regret
Tryna make tomorrow been popping these perkisets
But this pain deep like me when I'm stroking sucking Yo neck and I'm missing you
Waiting n checking just for your texts, I get a facetime here and facetime there but You
Couldn't declare you holding yo fears why not, just be clear so I can be there, put you in my arms
It's okay to Let out them tears girl

I been digging the vibe n really waited too long
I should've been made you mine you see our bond was so strong
But you wasn't committed and that ain't really yo fault
Yo heart was broken to pieces you locked it up in a vault
But The key to the pain the shit that drive you insane is happily married
And sorry but that shit ain't goin change
And I Ain't mean to sound harsh, bring this shit out the dark
Let me make yo days good and long playing my part
I'm Here ain't no need for tears when I'm around
Imma hold you down be the nigga that you should've found
I know This shit is hard emotions running crazy
And I can't even begin to think watchu feeling lately
I'm so worried bout yo mental state if you moving safely
Really wanna do some more but didn't wanna seem too
Hasty, I don't wanna lose you, or someone to choose you
I just wanna be the nigga that you looking through to
Kick it how we use to, smoke a blunt n Hulu
I just miss the way you act when you hearing young bleu
I'm the one to come to, but you don't never want to
And that was cool until I really started tryna trust you
But I let it slide, and let you skate by
I just need you in my life so we can make ties, and we can cut lies
Make this shit fye, I promise you I'll hold it down n make you never cry