Tpog - Jealous Gelato |3.20.19| Lyrics

I shouldn't complain about the reasons you couldn't remain within our state
Rather, I should explain the emotions contained, contained
Within the confines of my membrane
When looking forward towards the future and back at the past
It's crazy to realize the emotions we've gained
Yet you're not the same person I met from many days ago
Perhaps my intuition will spark better hope
I haven't lived a decade twice
But I've already nearly died several times
My demise plays a never-ending game of cat and mice
Till one day the hole in the wall has a surprise
A cheese delight laced with cyanide

I'm intoxicated all over tonight
And tonight's day after hangs over
Fresh out the shower
Beautiful liquid sheen
Covered in concealing clothing

I don't know if it's a relief
I don't know if I'll obtain release
I don't know if my stay above ground will be brief
I know it's important to acquire inner peace