All this pain in my body
Make it hard to sleep
And all these demons on my shoulders won't quit talking to me
And all the pain in my body
Make it hard to breathe aye
Look
And jacked them zannies in my blood and my grandma cry
That's why it's a couple niggas out here
They still gotta die
And had me assed out
Slumping over on that couch
And had them seizures off them shits
Was foaming from my mouth
And almost took me away from my mama and my sister
Now every time I see you making sure a bullet hit you
And had to stop showing love to a couple niggas
Cause when they finally switched up tried to hit me for my figures
And swear to God it broke my heart the night I got that call
And fell straight to my knees
So f*cked up
That I couldn't even crawl
And Tigga say he smoke a lot of dope to ease his pains
I feel my youngin cause my heart it just don't beat the same
And since I lost my Brodie back in 2015
I swear I can't believe the shit still all feel like a dream
And getting shot a really turn you out
It either make you into a savage or have you sit yo ass down
But look
And walking round Georgetown with that hammer on me
And when I smoke ya ass won't nobody miss you homie
Scared the f*ck out my city
They hit me with that strap
But turnt my city up
They heard Lil Howie buss it back
And high way 704 laid low at my auntie house
And grabbed some weights and hit them stairs
Then I worked it out
They cut me open took the bullet out then sewed me up
It hurt every winter
Reminding me to tighten up
And if you could feel these pains it'll make you wanna die
And all the times I could've died and left my mama crying
But I can't do her like that
Thats why I go out trying
Don't complain change yo gang neva let em make yo mind
And all this pain in my body make it had to breathe
Thats why I keep
One Two Three hammers and extra bullets on me
And how you got two pistols on my head
And hit my in my leg
The other way around I would've left yo ass dead
And rookie ass shooters
Boy I just don't understand
And how you running errands for another grown ass man
Hit that ground baby girl but I aint give it up
I grabbed my fire
Up that bitch and let that f*cka buss
And off them zannies boy
Thats when them fights begin
And getting jumped back to back and losing all my friends
And rolling so hard one night I emptied out my clip
On my baby brother petty bullshit about a bitch
And Pharaoh jumped right on in during that fight as state
I knew he was gone be my bro we rocking til this day
And could've shot you in the face .38 in my pocket
I didn't need a case that night so I contained my rocket
And aired out my car bout got me in the head
Its all good mothaf*cka cause I still aint dead
TP say lil bruh real gone recognize real if you don't fit that description then boy you know the drill
I could've let it phase me when nigga hit me crib
Big homie say don't you get attached to material shit
It tore me apart when mama threw me out the house
Parking lots around the city in the car thugging it out
And had a bitch yeah I love that hoe to f*cking death
Until she took my heart and ripped it right up out my chest
But aint no love lost till this very day because you showed me the light when I didn't have no way