Cold
Mornings
I see my breath right in front of me
Its slow
And fading
Autumn leaves and strips the life of everything
In and out of moments
Stuck in the in-betweens again
Hung up on feelings I'll forget
I'm so tired but I'm restless
Can't keep up with all the questions
Back and forth in all directions
Laying in bed with
Whiplash
I'm so tired but I'm restless
Can't keep up with all the questions
Back and forth in all directions
Now I'm laying in bed with
Whiplash
I'm on the edge of self-destruction
Time doesn't help it go away
Choose between a character or complex
Cause I think who I am has changed
So close
The door on indecision
Open up to what I'm missing
Double down on letting go
Back and forth is all I know
I'm lucky I'm still breathing
When I changed direction
Now I'm laying in bed with
Whiplash
I'm so tired but I'm restless
Can't keep up with all the questions
Back and forth in all directions
Now I'm laying in bed with
Whiplash
I'm so tired but I'm restless
Can't keep up with all the questions
Back and forth in all directions
Now I'm laying in bed with
Whiplash
They say with each season
Comes a needed change
A reminder of how fleeting the present is
Eventually the days turn to months and the months to years
And everything in between starts to run together
Like watercolors on a canvas
So make sure you make the most of it
And don't be so hard on yourself