I hope you cannot relate
For it's not an admirable trait
I'm a little less than farther
From the point that I started
Why do I procrastinate
That all the dreams that I've chased
In one moment could be erased
Is worth contemplating
And sits next to suffering
Why do I continue in waste
Help me
Save me
From me
Before I wither away
Beaten by this endless debate
For self, for Love, what shame
My mind I can't seem to make
Alone in a mouth drawn by fate
The tongue upbraids and deflates
And I'm chewed even more
Into less than before and
Retched as an unwanted taste
In Truth need I put my faith
In change must I take my place
For it's harder to move and
I've less time to prove that
I can, and I will define my fate
Help me
Save me
From me
Before I wither away
Beaten by this endless debate
For self, for Love, what shame
My mind I can't seem to make
Help me save me from me now
Show me Truth and show me how
To move this mist that fogs my eyes
Give me one gift
Let me live life
Find a meaning
I want to trust
I beg your help for
I don't want to die