Total Loss - Full Bloom Lyrics

This is the luxury of having spent my life doing what I love
The cost of that?
It sucks
I'm not blind
I'm not numb to the pain
I would argue I'm more conscious of it than anybody else
But I'm also more conscious of what that gives me
And when I'm done with this, that will be what it is, and I'll find a way
But there's something inside of me, propelling
That I'm not going to give up until the wheels fall off
That's what I'm made of
And I wish, I see all the arguments against it, but I wish
I could relate the intangibles to you
My guess, is that we're all built the same
None of us are completely stupid
A little deranged, I think there's a strong argument there, I do
But ultimately, we also know what we have
And to go and lay down in that sense of it
That's, like, embracing what we've done with our lives
Breathe
I've tasted loss, betrayal, defeat
But you were always there for me
And I've watched us grow into the people we knew we always wanted to be
And time may take us down different paths
But don't you stop
And don't look back
I hope you give it all you've got
Until the wheels fall off
Until the wheels fall off
Until the walls cave in
Until the wheels fall off