The current is not alive within us all
I refuse to accept that
This project is a creation of the universal mind
Our lives are far more intertwined than we could begin to imagine
But I know better
Every day we become more and more disconnected from our roots
It can no longer be denied
That we are inherently separate from one another
It would be wise to quit believing
I feel like a seed, bury me deep
A chamber of solitude, that's all that I seek
Give me like five days, let's call it a week
If it takes longer I promise I'll sprout when I'm ready to speak
See I'm filled with emotions, I'm feeling the heat
Sweating my failures, accepting defeat
I'm singing the same old song every second I breathe
So leave me your messages at the sound of the...
Stuck in the past, ankles are bound
All of this history's weighing me down
Swimming through memories, negative energy's washing away all the good that I found
Wavelength infrared
I'm nothing more than a figurehead
My ship is sinking I think I'm becoming the wreckage of things that I never said
Posted up at home
Turning up the volume
Hitting up my phone but I'm probably not responding
'Cause I like this song
Someone tell me is there something wrong
With me 'cause I want to be
Posted up at home
Turning up the volume
Hitting up my phone but I'm probably not responding
'Cause I like this song
Someone tell me is there something wrong
With me 'cause I want to be alone
First unheard message
Hi Jake, we've been uh wondering what's going on
Haven't heard from you in a while
Just checking in on you
Uh give us a call when you can alright
Thank you, bye
End of message
See I'm having trouble
I'm having trouble 'cause I don't fit into this infinite puzzle
I thought I was pretty well-rounded but I guess I'm jagged at best
Sad and depressed, littered with issues I have to address
Holding Chernobyl inside of my chest
Affecting relationships one to the next
I'm wishing that something was different, nothing specific
Could you just give me a minute
Nowadays everything's burning my wick
You can witness it quickly diminish
I'll put you on blast, doing me wrong
Know it by heart so I'm singing along
And I have nothing to do but want nothing to do with this feeling of being the pawn
Locked away in my bedroom
Folded up in my sheets
Talking to myself, music to my ears
Never missing a beat
I've been silencing my ringtone
I'm the only friend I need
My knees are buckling up under all the pressure honestly it's a relief that's why I'm...
Posted up at home
Turning up the volume
Hitting up my phone but I'm probably not responding
'Cause I like this song
Someone tell me is there something wrong
With me 'cause I want to be
Posted up at home
Turning up the volume
Hitting up my phone but I'm probably not responding
'Cause I like this song
Someone tell me is there something wrong
With me 'cause I want to be alone