Past, stated
Future, faded
Present, blazing
Safe, haven
Past, stated
Future, faded
Present, blazing
Safe, haven
The feeling that got you euphoric, uh
What feeling? The feeling of soaring
The getting the cup to keep pouring
How should I interpret the story?
On a water fall
Bodies going to drop
I drove to the mall
Got some shit from shops
Never paid it
Cause we faded
It was that good shit that got us elated
Me getting high Brought me down on my digits
I was paying for some shade in some business
Where is the lady? Flames out reminiscing
All of the soul blown away in some kisses
Years of projection not learning my lessons
But with a clear mind, but I'm stuck in regression
Now it's oblivion and vapor
And I'm looking in my space station
Out of my patience
Past, stated
Future, faded
Present, blazing
Safe, haven
Past, stated
Future, faded
Present, blazing
Safe, haven
My eyes when I write with a ballpen
Looking back, all I was, I was struggling
It was puzzling, got me spiraling
Saw the video I couldn't stop it
It was a curse
Shit wouldn't end even after ReBirth
Feeling of death
Going to bed couldn't live with myself
Heart of the shelf
Shit what I felts what I delt
Sitting in commotion
Redirecting emotion
The shit that will make time bend
We puff lye with some friends
Xavier has lost his head
Even thinking he ain't heard
Evan was a good kid
But when that lighter gets so lit
Peer pressure is one hell of a drug
Now I'm out of here what the f*ck
Sit in the midst and imagine
At some point we all lose our magic
We lose energy and the static
It's tragic, so cinematic
Sit in the midst and imagine
At some point we all lose our magic
We lose energy and the static
It's tragic, F*ck that shit, uh
I just got stoned with medusa, uh
What is the pot with no user, uh
This shit fried up my medulla
Now my even my friends even asking
"Yo, You up?"
I don't f*ck with life, it don't pay
Resorting to crime, cause shit pays
I feel like I talk with no say
Not feeling like Evan, I'm Xay
I rap for the green and the fuchsia, uh
I'm tired of rapping about hue now, uh
Stuck in the life of a human
I should've never disputed, uh
Even the clay got to break
Steering the pot full of shame
And I'm trying to know my own name
I'll figure it out in the rain
While it rain
I remain the same
Trying to figure out my own name
While I chief on propane
I'm switching lanes
To the top of my game
Push my old bros out the way
Cause they never gon' change
Past, stated
Future, faded
Present, blazing
Safe, haven
Past, stated
Future, faded
Present, blazing
Safe, haven