TorXay - A.L.O.N.E. Lyrics

A.L.ON.E.
Do you ever just want to disappear?
I know I do

I just wish I could disappear
Into an empty black hole abyss
Inside of myself that's it
Maybe, just maybe

I want to stay there until someone saves me
Until the sunrise on the summit
Causes an avalanche
Maybe
That will take me

To a ¿-Location Unkown-? spiritually
Not on this earth, because I don't want to be here

My wish
My last request

Please
Set
Me
Free

A lonely optic night eye
A lonely optic night eye
A lonely optic night eye
Yeah

A last beginning for a lonely optic night eye
I go on nightmare riots to find a peace of my lost mind
Unexplainable and A.L.O.N.E. in my lifetime
I plead the fifth when I talk about the

Five of spades
Lead us not into temptation in a ashtray
My face of clarity will never fade
As I ball out and fade away

Into the garden of Eden
I live in solitude with a red Pheonix
But maybe it's blue when I'm not feinding
But now I got to purple heart

Cause they won't ever f*cking leave
I wonder if you still...
I wonder if you still remember me
Why'd you have to f*cking leave

I guess all of y'all have left me
This song, is just a decline of what has vanished
An empty black hole, I sow what I reap
I now see that there is nothing
And nothing happens here

One hour loop, gone
The timing and placing is wrong
This demise is killing me life long
I just can't seem to keep my mind strong

Let's talk about this kid
Who tripped over his own untied shoelace
Seems like he's lost inside of the frequencies

See this is the story
It's the tales of a loner, the one with a broken heart
The tales of a loner, it's about the one that ripped his own life apart
See the world around him was beautiful but didn't have nobody to share it with
It's like, he was delusional cause even his own parents surrounded him.

I guess a back wood in his mouth is better than a bullet in it
He spends very little time in REM, yet his dreams are so vivid
He spent so long in an abyss, he started to get ballistic
Anxiety, tweaking
His body, twitching

He's got intrusive thoughts, those pills would have him on the floor
He want to OD, but want to feel alive more
It seems that he just doesn't want to do this anymore
Let's travel through time and into his mind
Let him speak from the core

Denial is a dark place
Where the seasons never change
Gold teeth in a flask
Cause this shit flows deep in my veins

Glaring in the mirror but my reflection looks away
Falling through my eyes in a voided pit that I create
As I fall further in, I can't see the mirror's frame
But I still hear your voice
I still see your face
F*ck!

I just don't want to live in this reality
Running from the past and I can't see what lies ahead of me
A.L.O.N.E. in my head
I'm blind to the people that I call family
It's just that I miss the ones in my old photo gallery

Hoodie on, music on, I'm making my way
Walking through these footsteps that I retrace
The footsteps of a kid, but I see my shoelace
I tie it and these footprints lead to a staircase

In a building, where I was walking for hours
This entity pat me on my back
I said, "this is like climbing a mountain"
He said, "you are almost there, don't go back"

Denial is a dark place
Where the seasons never change
Gold teeth in a flask
Cause this shit flows deep in my veins

Back to me
He made it to the top, it's a whole city he can see.
Hey, Shut the f*ck up and just leave me be!
He got his head down and....
Please f*cking go away bitch, I need my peace!

When will you realize we are one and the same?
You are the F*cking entity driving me insane!
Yes I'm your reflection, the one that looks away
Seems like you still hear my voice
You still see my face

We're twitching as we have our head down, hoping there's a savior
We're begging and praying to the lord our creator
But we have two more steps before regretting this behavior
Oh shit, I'm at the ledge of a f*cking skyscraper!

And this adrenaline is such a sudden rush for us on this earth
One more step, I'm off the ledge and my face in the dirt!
Before we go, do we have any last words
You're going to be the reason for all of the blood on my shirt!
F*ck

I guess the ground in his face is better than a back wood in it.

Nine, one, one, what's the emergency?
Hi, um
I'm at the corner of Pleasent Hill and Jon Jon Carkway
I'm in a Walgreens parking lot
And it's getting very hot in here
And I...
And I'm not feeling well
I- I need some help

Denial is a dark place
Where the seasons never change
Gold teeth in a flask
Cause this shit flows deep in my veins

I said, I will live forever
Now, oh-woah-oh
Please free me
I don't want to be A.L.O.N.E.

I said, I will live forever
Now, oh-woah-oh
Please free me
I don't want to be A.L.O.N.E.