Torturous Inception - Silhouette Visions Lyrics

Alive and not aware of the sunlight
Barely breathing and sweating profusely
Keeping myself awake, struggling to pull myself out of this state
Failing fast, sinking into another world
Spiraling fast into another plane
Unknown, consuming me with fear
Wondering if this is an aspect of life shown to those in greatest despair
Silhouettes of other places I've never been
Figures in the background, non malevolent
Secretly viewing them, or maybe they notice me
Drawing attention seems to be impossible from my view point
From an outside perspective I should not be alive
Once again drank myself to the brink of extinction
Painfully drift
Silhouettes drifting in front of me
Product of dehydration or is it something else
Being shown a whole new world metaphysically, or is this the end of the line
Dying to keep myself alive
Wasting away by my own hand
Spiraling fast into another plane
Unknown, consuming me with fear
Wondering if this an aspect of life shown to those in the greatest despair
Silhouettes of other places I've never been
Figures in the background, non malevolent
Secretly viewing them or maybe they notice me
Drawing attention seems to be impossible from my viewpoint
From an outside perspective I should not be alive
Once again drank myself to the brink of extinction