Behelit Video (MV)

Stuck in this place again, slipping further everyday
Too beaten down to push yourself
Remembering the failsafe, the false cross you bare
Abstain from life, wallowing in your own despair
Uncontained
A failure once again
A wretched object promising you what you want
Never lasting long enough to cure the guilt
The guilt brought upon by all the mistakes you have made
Grabbing onto lies
Feining for that quick escape
Reaching out for the devils toy, accepting this awful gift
Reaching the peak of highlife, never wondering about the consequence
Indulging some more, losing it, living it, breathing it, killing you
Drowning in your substance
Becoming braindead
Forced
Hiding from the dead
A life you can't explain, afraid of the truth
Which is that you waste all of your time dwelling on the past
Pushing all aside, just to kill yourself fast
Denying
Deceiving
Refusing
Lying
So here we are, pit party for yourself
Full of anguish
So there you go, coming up with any excuse
Inebriated, self inflicted
Disappear into the void
There is no coming back from this
You've made your choice
Poisoning who you are, just to attain your selfish mind numbed way
Ingesting what is left, a crux for failure
Becoming blind to your mistakes, ignorance is bliss
The behelit of choice has no judgment
You will live and die alone, separation as punishment