I can feel the energy closing in
You try to say its make believe but I know I dont pretend
Could you meet me with an open hand
Lying for some centuries about another man
(Call you crazy that'll do it wont it?)
When I go to sleep I start to dream about my whole life though
Weight up on my shoulders walking on a tight rope
Flash back to wearing uniforms up at life though (I remember)
I been lost all this time I never thought that I would I find help
Shit to keep it real
I was plotting when the times up
Mama on my back about these jobs to apply for
Shut my mouth man do what she say cause I don't want war
I don't ever wanna handout
Niggas out here move too loud
If I did things different would I be in the position? hell nah dawg I prolly would be on now
(Shit is crazy) But Im plotting
Aye
Still got a way to make a profit
Just believe in me I got it
I fall through
If I knew the things that I knew
Will I be here for forever?
Will my dreams come true?
I fall through
If I knew the things that I knew
Will I be here for forever?
Will my dreams come true?
Will I walk again?
Get the devil off my back again yeah
I was stuck inside my mind for a while
Bro my lil cousin Lauren had a child
Mercedes no benz just pulled up to the house
Im back on five mile but with my girl right now
My uncle just passed but Im good right now
Pains meds falling on the floor right now
Wishing God take me now instead of you
2 years ago I was never in the stu
You was on the ledge and I wasn't there
Everybody but yo mama thought I didn't care
You my nigga but I hate how the time ruined us
Des tweeted me about never giving up
Are my old friends lost without me now?
I don't know but Im who I wanna be now
(Wanna be now yeah)
I fall through
If I knew the things that I knew
Will I be here for forever?
Will my dreams come true?
I fall through
If I knew the things that I knew
Will I be here for forever?
Will my dreams come true?
I fall through
If I knew the things that I knew
Will I be here for forever?
Will my dreams come true?