My heart, I feel my heart
But it's, it's in disguise
Detached from reality
I'm feeding it with lies
True love around me I can't accept
A dissonant chord's in my soul's concept
Victimhood, torpor, grief
A road is blurred
My vision's not clear
For so long
I laid them aside
In a secret chaos my sentiments reside
I don't see a navigator in this play
In my web of tales
I've strayed away
Can't respect warm genuine care
Taking for granted something so rare
My heart, I feel my heart
But it's, it's in disguise
Detached by my vanity
I'm feeding it with lies
Concealing the truth in a hidden vault
Denying emotions
It's my default
But there is intensity sparkling all around
Dynamics that are easily found
Touch and intimacy follow the truth
Isn't that proof that my feelings come through
I don't see a navigator in this play
In my web of tales
I've strayed away
Can't respect warm genuine care
Creating mistrust is where I flair
I'm trying to win
My battles within
Normalized behavior
It makes me
Sin
I created my guilt
And it is too late
For a drop of clarity
To open
Closed
Gate