Tommy Blu - At Least I'm Telling The Truth Lyrics

Don't have a lot to say now
Feeling numb
Don't have anything too exciting to cry about
Going through the motions
Most of the day
Whenever I think I've found emotion
It all just slips away
It all slips right away
Scared of change and I just wanna change it
Scared to get closer and I just can't fake it
Scared to lose while I'm almost losing it
At least I'm telling the truth
Had a spree of inspiration
In this uninspired hotel
With no one's intervention
Just me in my little cell
While the world outside goes crazy
I'm just thinking about myself
I tried a thousand times to be thankful
But I just,
No, I can't help myself
Scared of change and I just wanna change it
Scared to get closer and I just can't fake it
Scared to lose while I'm almost losing it
At least I'm telling the truth