I finally came to terms with everything that has happened in my life
Went and turned my hands of time all the way back to the nights
When I use to f*ck around in my life
Looking back all alone, in a broken home shunning anybody
Trying to come around and help me through my darkest times
Trynna be the only one guiding me to the light
Now I see all the problems that I face
Distrust and hate filling in my place
Trynna dodge all the pain chewing on my brain
But I cant stop with the things that I think all the time I'm alone everyday at my home
With the thoughts that i spawn got me thinking really hard
That I'm really this far gone reversed the damage that i caused man
At a point where I really don't know now
Trynna get myself out
Trynna get out of this mood that I call my place now
With my tears all dried out
Right now
Working harder now I'm feeling better than I ever have
In the past
Back when I was a little man running up in the streets all sad
Like dad
I'm feeling ready for the change
Getting the feelings to all go away
Making sure I'm on a new type of wave
Positive thoughts and the shit I convey
Writing the hits and then playing the game
Chilling with fans that I know I'll attain
Discarding negative f*ck all the hate
Imma boutta be Achieving the Fame
Changing in Multiple ways
Its f*cked with my brain
While I try to maintain
All the pain that's contained
But I'm feeling insane
All alone in my lane
Never thought we would break
But it's time for a change
I'm maturing my ways
Feeling good doing great
Never stopping determining
My life my fate
Killing the game
Grinding this shit
All of my days
You know that I'm working my skill
Filling the voids all until
My shit be acknowledged for real
Working the craft spitting ill
Grinding my shit til a deal
Gotta keep working gotta keep grinding
Filling my life Putting time in
Getting these deals I'm eating these meals
Having the time of my life yea
I'm thankful for all of the pain
You caused me
It's kept me in line
Thankful to all of the people who never believed in my grind
Thankful to all of the people who help me put in all the time
Time to unwind
I'm ready to shine
Believing myself cause I know
I'm finally ready for my change
Having these feeling to all stay the same
Now I'm on top of a new type of wave
Positive thoughts all this I'm conveying
Making these hits now I'm owning game
Chilling with fans that I finally attained
Discarding negative love all this hate
I have finally achieved all my fame