How I Feel Video (MV)

Now November's almost gone
And it hasn't gone for long
I'm thinking 20 something
Wasn't my year
The pressure's always on
And my mind is almost gone
But I'm giving all I have 'till
It's done
Cos who cares about the others
They don't matter at all
Everybody is so different
Cos it's all in our soul
These things they keep on telling me
Keep on telling me
But I can never figure it out
Cos I got all these ideas in my mind
But somehow I just keep on running out of time
And maybe I envy the others ahead
Cos they got their way
They're going instead
But I got all these ideas in my mind
And somehow they can finish every single time
I don't know what I'm supposed to do
Nothing I guess
But I just wanna do it too
That's just how I feel
That's just how I feel like all the time, yeah
That's just how I feel
That's just how I feel when it's all on the line, yeah
That's just how I feel
When everybody's made it to their finish line
That's just how I feel
When everybody's gone and I'm left behind
Gotta keep it going
These days there ain't no stopping
'Round me everybody's a freak
I'm stuck inside the fast lane
Struggling to entertain
This mental image got me so weak
Cos I know I'm not the best
And I'm not the worst
But to me that's just the problem
That I can't converse
I wanna get my message out
Live my life without a doubt
But thinking about it's making it worse
And my ideas would never come to light
But I'm just gonna put em all out there
They might not be perfect to me
But perfect's something I can't see no more
And my ideas would never seem to have endings
So all that I can do is put 'em all out there
I don't mind anymore
I've liked em since the last four
Cos I got all these ideas in my mind
But somehow I just keep on running out of time
And maybe I envy the others ahead
Cos they got their way
They're going instead
But I got all these ideas in my mind
And somehow they can finish every single time
I don't know what I'm supposed to do
Nothing I guess
But I just wanna do it too
That's just how I feel
That's just how I feel like all the time, yeah
That's just how I feel
That's just how I feel when it's all on the line, yeah
That's just how I feel
When everybody's made it to their finish line
That's just how I feel
When everybody's gone and I'm left behind