No matter what I say
No matter what I do
Tried to burn your letters, but they won't ignite,
Erase our texts, but they're burned in my mind.
Drove past our old places, swore I wouldn't cry,
But your ghost haunts every street I drive.
I tell my friends I'm over it, I lie through my teeth,
But every time I see your face, it cuts me deep.
I'm scrolling through your pictures like a tragic fool,
Hating how I can't escape the thought of you.
No matter what I do, I can't unlove you,
Your memory's a scar that I can't break through.
I'm screaming at the ceiling, but the pain won't move,
No matter what I do, I can't unlove you.
I play our song too loud just to drown you out,
But every note reminds me what we're about.
Cried myself to sleep, hoping for a change,
But every morning I wake up, it feels the same.
I tell my friends I'm over it, I lie through my teeth,
But every time I see your face, it cuts me deep.
I'm scrolling through your pictures like a tragic fool,
Hating how I can't escape the thought of you.
No matter what I do, I can't unlove you,
Your memory's a scar that I can't break through.
I'm screaming at the ceiling, but the pain won't move,
No matter what I do, I can't unlove you.
I've torn up all our photos, but the tears remain,
I've washed away your scent, but I still feel the same.
Wrote a thousand angry letters that I'll never send,
'Cause no matter how I try, this love will never end.
No matter what I do, I can't unlove you,
Your memory's a scar that I can't break through.
I'm screaming at the ceiling, but the pain won't move,
No matter what I do, I can't unlove you.
No matter what I do, I can't unlove you,
The past we had is something I can't undo.
I'm lost in all the pain and I can't push through,
No matter what I do, I can't unlove you.