NOT TODAY (JOVA Mix) (feat. Lirae) Video (MV)

There's no loneliness quite like this
When you're right there, but something's missed
You're laughing, thinking it's all fine
While I'm falling out of us, line by line

You're planning forever like we're still good
But if you only saw me, you'd know I've stood
At the edge, about to jump, but I freeze
I don't want it to be that day-I'm not brave enough, please

There's no loneliness quite like falling out of love
With someone who doesn't see what it's become
I'm not brave enough to break your heart today
So I'll fake it, we'll smile through the weight-
But not today

Not today, not tomorrow
I'll hold it in, my private sorrow
I'm not strong enough, not yet

You're staring at me, like you still know me
But inside, I'm miles away, drowning slowly
I choke on the truth every time you speak
Pretend I'm still the girl who was weak

You're laying out futures like it's set in stone
But I'm already halfway gone, on my own
I wanna scream it, let the wrecking ball swing
But I don't want it to be that day-I can't do that thing

There's no loneliness quite like falling out of love
With someone who doesn't see what it's become
I'm not brave enough to break your heart today
So I'll fake it, we'll smile through the weight-
But not today

Not today, not tomorrow
I'll hold it in, my quiet sorrow
I'm not strong enough, not yet

I wish I could be the villain for once
Rip the bandaid, get it done
But I'm too scared to watch you break
Too weak to handle what's at stake

There's no loneliness quite like falling out of love
With someone who doesn't see what it's become
I'm not brave enough to break your heart today
So I'll fake it, we'll smile through the weight-
But not today

Not today, not tomorrow
I'll live with this borrowed sorrow
I'm not strong enough...
Not yet...