Tofer Tirade - Since Then... Lyrics

I remember long before
This life declaired a State of War
When bliss still hid in ignorance
And misery was imminence
Before my dreams were raped and killed
A glass half full was left unfilled
Sometimes we're forced to rebuild
So I'm steppin on stones to building blocks
With my dreams tooled inside a box
N' I smashed my hammer like a nut
Boarding all my windows shut
Cause the darkness takes me back to when
The curfew clock struck loud at ten
But the inbetween has f*cked us since then

Bolt a smile to my skull
And say everything's OK
Displace this vacant space
Misery has made for me
Bleed me of my thoughts and
Put an end to my decay
Watch my demons suffocate
Inside my bottled hate

Carve my heart right from my chest
And I will do my very best
To get lost in its dying beat
Of anger, pain, hate and deceit
Cause some things just can't be undone
The past can never be outrun
Yeah some things are to hard to outrun
Like a match that never had a flame
A wordless song without a name
Completely lost and incomplete
Cusping close to my defeat
And it haunts me time and time again
It's just to much to comprehend
The inbetween has f*cked the since then

Bolt a smile to my skull
And say everything's OK
Displace this vacant space
Misery has made for me
Bleed me of my thoughts and
Put an end to my decay
Watch my demons suffocate
Inside my bottled hate

I just wanna f*cking scream
Right into a comatic dream
Reality isn't f*cking fair
Living out another nightmare
Filled with f*cks who never gave a shit
Happily living counterfeit
With their plastic douche stick grin
Shitting on everything again
The inbetween's
Killed everything
Since then

Bolt a smile to my skull
Cause nothing is OK
Crucifixed in this vacant space
Misery has made for me
Bleed me of my thoughts and
Bury me in decay
Watch myself suffocate
Inside my bottled hate