And I'll be dreaming of you
As I drink myself to sleep
And I don't
Know if
Any relationship will ever work out
It wears me down
And wears you thin
And as I lay here drunk
Wondering
If anyone will ever love me
And your actions speak volumes
And the whiskey sounds as sweet as the lies you speak to me
And I hate myself for still wanting you to be happy
And knowing that you don't love me
And I hope that you're warm in the winter
While I'm out on my parent's roof
Smoking cigarettes trying to forget your name
And I hope that your cool in the summer
While I stay in avoiding
Everything that reminds me of you
And your actions speak volumes
And the whiskey sounds as sweet as the lies you speak to me
And I hate myself for still wanting you to be happy
And knowing that you don't love me
And let our small talk conversations
Become our song
And our lukewarm salutation
Become our anthem
Because there's nothing more that we'll ever have
And I'll let the alcohol become my night time medicine
And I
Will wonder how you taste after
Your cigarette
And I don't know If I'll ever quit
I know you don't give a shit
And your actions speak volumes
And the whiskey sounds as sweet as the lies you speak to me
And I hate myself for still wanting you to be happy
And knowing that you don't love me