Tobiah - so long Lyrics

"Yea, gotchu bro"
"Hit me up"

It feels like separation always bring me closer to the truth
And I been contemplating leaving, I don't wanna pay my dues
That rent, I'm never staying complacent but in this mind state, I'm feeling less younger than reckless
Some holes in my walls, striking with no bowling ball
All else fails this where I'm at
My daddy gettin older and my mind is to the worse
I'm finally raising my hands like jumping jacks
Never been more confused, just a what if story and I been losing my cool
Coach telling me I can have hands but
I never caught shit but feelings
Kept my windows tinted
They won't see my face
I ain't prayed in a minute
And I claim I'm a christian
I ain't slept in four days, I'ma gain your forgiveness
I been slaving and pivoting to the outside words, I forgot you always taught me what to live for (live for)
(You always taught me what to live for)
(You always taught me what to live for)

(Ay jump in, ay jump in, ay jump in)
(Uh)

It's been so long
It's been so long, yeah
Since we spoken
It's been so long
It's been so long, yeah
Since we spoken
It's been so long
It's been so long, yeah
Since we spoken
It's been so long
It's been so long, yeah
Since we spoken
Since we spoken

I shouldn't be overly questioning, but I'm overly wondering why the list of people we lose always gettin longer
Leaves me depressed and angry, confused and full of pity
I'm up late like "Bro why we lost Christina Grimmie"
Kobe and Gigi
Why neighborhood Nipsey
Lil Snupe, Proof, Jah, Chinx all in they own city
Lost Mac and Peep to drugs, I grew up off Mac the most
But we never say Pop without the muhf*ckin Smoke

It's been so long
It's been so long, yeah
Since we spoken
It's been so long
It's been so long, yeah
Since we spoken
Since we spoken
So long
It's been so long, yeah
Since we spoken