TO Tazz - New Beginnings Lyrics

The shit that I been through would prolly make you lose your mind
Only thing keeping me sane was staying on my grind
And not even that all the way but the music a good way to manage my time
I think I really was losing myself but this music was healing my mind
Cause right now I'm reaching a level of thinking that I just didn't know i had
The level of shit I'm creating be making me wish I could still show my dad
But it's all good cause I know great things don't last
Some of that pain don't pass
But I can't be stuck in the past
Never in last
See the problem with me is I always tried helping niggas that ain't wanna be helped
I always put food on they plates then I found out that niggas was all for themselves
See i was down in the gutter not one of you niggas would know how it felt
No matter what niggas always could come to my door if they needed some help
But these niggas wanna switch so I just said f*ck it
Heart been broke but I guess I gotta thug it
You ain't gotta like it cause the world gon love it
I had some ties imma gon head cut it
You don't make your own moves lil nigga you a puppet
Niggas saying all of this but I already done it
Been there done that bitch I'm already above it
Niggas thinking it's a race but I already won it
I stay ahead of these niggas
I'm too competitive nigga
Tell these niggas stop speaking on me and my brothers 'fore i go behead me a nigga
Touch me it's fingers on triggers
Yeah I was born a sinner
I'm still as cold as the winter
These lil niggas beginners
This shit really a trip in my mind hope you getting the vision
I hope you understand the shit I say whenever I'm spitting
Cause anyone can listen but that don't mean you comprehend it
Had to Separate personal life from niggas in the business
Cause these niggas don't want see you winning
Wasn't down with me in the beginning
Wasn't with me and my niggas sinning
Think I trust him he gotta be kidding
Haven't took me a L in a minute
We all up and I'm loving the feeling
Had to take me a break from the killing
Just cause I don't want to don't mean I ain't willing
I love my life I don't think i would trade it for nothing
Heard some niggas was talking so let me just dead the discussion
Niggas is not matching me, These niggas be weak and I'm not for the fronting
Most of these niggas my sons but i can't keep giving you niggas instruction
Mentally I'm on a whole different level
F*ck where I'm at cause I just can't settle
Ma always knew I was gon be special
My soul has ascended my body a vessel
My girl she love me she pretty as petals
No signing deals, I'm always a rebel
I just wanna see all my brothers successful
Whenever we blow up it's not accidental
But it's cool cause them niggas don't see the picture
This ain't rap man I really be spitting scriptures
They say Tazz why you always got demons with ya
Cause these niggas don't wanna see you get richer
Think God made me with a different mixture
Whatever you do I can do it quicker
I don't f*ck with you cause you niggas switch up
So f*ck having friends nigga blood is thicker
This just the beginning of something larger
I learned what I know from my f*cking father
Line up these rappers like its a slaughter
I don't react cause I'm never bothered
Tell me what you niggas have to offer
She thought that I loved her but I forgot her
Niggas switch up imma call em roger
I been the boss since a lil toddler