TNinety - Chlorine Lyrics

Hopeless, fleeting
Can't swim, sorry
Oh shit, can't breathe
I'm drowning, chlorine
If I die, tell everyone, tell everyone
I'm okay
If I die, know all these songs, got every word
I won't say
The Lord been testing me and I got test anxiety
And struggle with sobriety, I know the devil eyeing me
I told him I need privacy, and Lord knows he been trying me
I never wanna wake up but I also never try to sleep
I'm scared of my duality and split second decisions
My dreams of the future are always me reminiscing
Of times when I wish I had this and took everything for granted
There's never truly a happy in happily ever after
And maybe none of this matters, I'm really scared of the truth
The devil is in the details, my silhouette got a noose
My demons were in the closet, I brought them straight to the booth
And now every line I sing keeps bringing me back to you
Hopeless, fleeting
Can't swim, sorry
Oh shit, can't breathe
I'm drowning, chlorine
If I die, tell everyone, tell everyone,
I'm okay
If I die, know all these songs, got every word
I won't say
I don't like to smile
I hate my smile, I hate myself
But when there's no one else
You gotta love yourself
Self pity, sincerely, I know that I'm a mess
And you don't have to tell me
I'm aware, I self reflect
But I hate mirrors
I look just like my dad
I hate I resemble who gave me life
Man, ain't that sad?
I hate the way I talk, I hate the way I walk
I hate the way I hate myself, I shouldn't write this song
But here I am
I gotta spread the message
You are wonderful even if no body tells you
And she's never yours, it's just your turn
You will lose her like you lose yourself
Boy, when will you learn that you're
Hopeless, fleeting
Can't swim, sorry
Oh shit, can't breathe
I'm drowning, chlorine
If I die, tell everyone, tell everyone
I'm okay
If I die, know all these songs, got every word
I won't say
Hopeless, fleeting
Can't swim, sorry
Oh shit, can't breathe
I'm drowning, chlorine