2020 Video (MV)

I could feel the rain, I could hear the rain pour
These birds wanna sing like it's what they're made for
Halo with your wings no more dreams anymore, I said
Halo with your wings no more dreams anymore
I could feel the rain, I could hear the rain pour
These birds wanna sing like it's what they're made for
Halo with your wings no more dreams anymore, I said
Halo with your wings no more dreams anymore
Smoke smell on my clothes like a brand name
Pour my heart out in a song call it champagne
When they ask whats wrong
Not a damn thing
But I've been feeling like sunlight
And rain
Tripping on L till my brain melt
Hell, I remember losing you
How the pain felt, well
I been up so high
Now I can't tell
If I'm sober, is it over
I forgot what that feels like
You're an angel
Please tell me this is real life
I been a lone
Now I'm workin on self love
Tryna get my health up
Running through your mind
You been in my sight, on my skin
That's sunshine
Whatchu know about this?
Reaching for the stars like old mountains
When your lifestyle switch
And your friends all drop
Looking through your past
When does it all stop?
Twenty years old and I don't know shit
Tryna figure life out while I'm loading a spliff
And I don't smoke pac just to fit in
I been on my trippy shit for a minute
Nature Loves Courage and I know it, but
All the followers don't know it, yup
When you're afraid, you don't show it, what
Keeping my cool in the lotus
Position, I been on a mission
I wanna be free, lemme feel the transition
Living this journey tryna find my worth
Time moves fast, put it all in a verse
So I could play it back rewind
Remember Summer '19 in my free time
In my free time, like
2020, I could see so clear
Colors so bright in the atmosphere
2020, Is that you I hear?
Reminiscing on the days, when you were here
2020, I could see so clear
Colors so bright in the atmosphere
2020, Is that you I hear?
Reminiscing on the days, when you were here
Do you really have wings on your back?
Staying so high, can you stay on track?
Looking at the stars, don't pretend to be that
If you love who you are, where's your energy at?
So whats the deal, is your self love real?
Tell me how you feel when the world stands still
Lying to yourself that's a blindside
But everything's 2020 in hindsight
You've come so far you can't run no more
Escapism isn't fun no more
Go ahead face it, and get blunt some more
But the way these thoughts form is like a thunderstorm
And these tears cascade into something more
You were used to the high when the low comes by
Even at the lowest, you're above the norm- Manic
Are you on the right track, do you put the work in?
Are you taking steps back, are you even worth it?
What's your purpose?
Feel the pressure of a planet when you panic
Goddamn it, what is life like?
Does it sit right?
And everything you never did
Does your self image fit right?
Is this a dream? Do you have one?
Life's a trip, is it a bad one?