They don't tell you bout the hurt you feel When you get in the field
Drip' been hurtin' she keep drinkin' But she started with the pills
Saw Shan he gettin' slim, Man them pills, eatin' him up
Notice M drinkin' a lot, he can't even put down the cup
Wuan keep tellin' me to match, but I'm too busy to pull up
Devon graduated, missed the graduation, I'm like, f*ck
Taty learnin' how to drive, I'm supposed to be there for this stuff
Karon and Kaden they in middle school remindin' me of us
Seen Miracle, she like who you three years was long as f*ck
Missin' Lona when she see me, hope she notice who I am
Know that I'm not the bad guy, only left because my twin
In my head, I was hurtin', I was tryin' to get revenge
Tryin' to keep it strong for Wop and Chino where this nigga live
How I let a bitch nigga get that close and touch my twin
How I let a bitch nigga touch my Wop and wasn't there
How he yellin' at you at my mova house, I want his head
Stealin' from the liquor store, can't buy no Pampers, nigga's weird
Bitch, I only f*ck with M, want the rest, these niggas dead
Even with me, or against me, that's exactly how I play
Forgave my Uncle Dude, I wanted to fill his bubble with lead
Devon f*cked me up, the most we stayed in trouble
We was kids, your mother ain't want you to see me
She live life thinkin' I'm dead
I was told don't let em close, cause they'll push you off the edge
I just thought that was a saying, till I fell over the edge
They don't tell you bout the hurt you feel when you get in the field
Drip been hurtin', she keep drinkin', but she started with the pills
Saw Shan he gettin' slim, man them pills, eatin' him up
Noticed M drinkin' a lot, he can't even put down the cup
Wuan keep tellin' me to match, but I'm too busy to pull up
Devon graduated, missed the graduation, I'm like, f*ck
Taty learnin' how to drive, I'm supposed to be there
For this stuff, Karon and Kaden they in middle school remindin' me of us
Love my uncle Toby, man, that nigga never f*ckin' switch
Had 14 kids, my unc a f*ck a nigga, bitch
Got my swag from Aunt Mickey, but my mova call her dip
Nigga, you know how it go, R.I.P. my nigga, Vic
Quit it, gangsta, I looked in your eyes and see you was a bitch
Bae, your sister took me in, Ray betta know that she my sis
And if they ever try to play, I make em eat the pavement, Bitch
I never thank you for not judgin' when them cases start to pend
I was innocent, but would y'all believe me if I ain't win
We bout to spin a Bin, just tell me where they at and tell me when
Lost a couple friends, I vowed to never show my love again
Feel in love with bae, I vowed to never hurt no one again
Man, this life shit precious, every day I wake a win
Man, this life shit hectic, everything I do a sin
Man, I could never get enough, I love this life until the end
I could never get enough, I love this life until the end