TJ Vinsavich - Long Before You Lyrics

Held in a safe -- is a casket -- a maze sent for two
Home with a family she raised with a cold attitude
I let it soak in that I never know what to do
I'm always broken but that was so long before you
Only from within can I empty out your sour puff eyes
Don't pologize
Encountered my shakin fists and counterfeit shame
I won't believe what I saw when I opened to you
Cuz you'd never ask me what I thought was best off to do
My heart is achin but my mind will flatly refuse
I give all my options to someone I don't have to lose
I don't really want you to cloud up the parts you can't choose
Long before you
Don't even shape them I saw them just right as you'd move
Now that he's buried my soul can't be carried for two
Now that he's buried just what now am I sposed to do
Now that he's buried it's all got so scary and blue
Now that you're buried my face just reminds them of you