They don't know me they just know my name
And if you did me dirty you should be ashamed
My heart missing it went up in flames
If you fool me twice it's not your fault i'm who to blame
Man I miss my lil' brother to this day i'm still feeling pain
Keep my feelings covered I don't bother trying to explain
Never been a sucker i'm a soldier I came out the rain
If you walked a mile in my shoes you won't come out the same
It's been a while since I opened up
This pain is crushing drinking liquor to numb it I need to focus up
I'm tryna slide I stay loaded up
If i'm clutching then i'm busting no stopping it ain't no holding up
Ain't no holding back
You need to keep doing your music momma told me that
You got a brain you better use it momma told me that
She know I got a lot to lose but I still keep a strap
I'm on probation for possession got a nigga stressin'
I was almost a felon god gave me another blessing
Hella court fees on pre-trial intervention
I'm still trappin' out the ass like I ain't learn my lesson
And I still keep a weapon
They don't know me they just know my name
And if you did me dirty you should be ashamed
My heart missing it went up in flames
If you fool me twice it's not your fault i'm who to blame
Man I miss my lil' brother to this day i'm still feeling pain
Keep my feelings covered I don't bother trying to explain
Never been a sucker i'm a soldier I came out the rain
If you walked a mile in my shoes you won't come out the same
I get the bread and it get broken up
If i'm eating my niggas they all know what's up
When i'm sober i'm fighting demons molly got me tweaking
I'm bipolar one minute happy and the next i'm grievin'
I'm a loner i'm getting used to everybody leaving
Only a handful of people gon' feel the truth i'm speaking
How i'm supposed to trust
When everybody cheating
How i'm supposed to love
When my heart is freezing
See I learned at a young age people be deceiving
I pray that maybe one day i'll get what i been dreaming
All this dirty money how i'm supposed to clean it
Gotta clean it someway before the police seize it
They don't know me they just know my name
And if you did me dirty you should be ashamed
My heart missing it went up in flames
If you fool me twice it's not your fault i'm who to blame
Man I miss my lil' brother to this day i'm still feeling pain
Keep my feelings covered I don't bother trying to explain
Never been a sucker i'm a soldier I came out the rain
If you walked a mile in my shoes you won't come out the same