FEARS Video (MV)

Yeah
I feel like I'm trapped in my head again, yeah
Guess I gotta let it out
I've been running from the voices
They keep talking in my sleep
Acting like they're friends
But they're pulling me down deep
Said I'm fine
But I'm lying through my teeth
Hard, heavy
Thoughts, messy
Yeah, they're getting hard to breathe
Walls closing in
Got me pacing around the room
Trying to break the cycle
But I'm back in the cocoon
I look in the mirror
Who's that?
I don't know
Just a shadow of a man
Trying to keep it in control
I put a smile on my face
But inside I'm torn
I keep building up these walls
Don't know what I'm fighting for
Yeah
I've been losing sleep
Fighting with my fears
Running from the dark
Drowning in my tears
They don't understand
It's a war inside my mind
Trying to find the light
But it's getting hard to find
It's getting hard to find
Stuck in a loop
Every day's on repeat
Wake up
Fake a smile
Go and grind
Then retreat
People ask if I'm okay
I just nod and move along
Cause they wouldn't get the depth
Wouldn't understand the song
I got battles that I fight
But they're hiding underneath
A story written in the scars
That you'll never really see
I'm trying to make a change
But the past got a grip
Like a ghost
It haunts me every time I slip
I'm tired of the silence
Screaming on the inside
I'm searching for a reason
A reason just to fight
I've been losing sleep
Fighting with my fears
Running from the dark
Drowning in my tears
They don't understand
It's a war inside my mind
Trying to find the light
But it's getting hard to find
It's getting hard to find
I keep telling myself
It's gonna be alright
But every day feels like I'm losing in this fight
Trying to climb out
But the hole's too deep
Maybe I'm just scared
Maybe I'm just weak
But I won't let this break me
I can't let it win
Gonna face these demons
Yeah, I'll face them from within
I've been losing sleep
Fighting with my fears
Running from the dark
Drowning in my tears
They don't understand
It's a war inside my mind
Trying to find the light
But it's getting hard to find
It's getting hard to find
Yeah
It's getting hard to find
But I'll keep looking