Through my days
Through my nights
I was careless
I was fine
About a while
I met a boy
He made me mad
The love was perfect
But it was bad
He made me cry
So how
How am I going to carry myself now
I feel blind
But I
I can see the doors are closing in
Let's blow them down
Let's show you I am fine
Made some friends
Tried to smile
Tried to feel that it was right
Without you mine
You were toxic
You were cold
You told me to let go
So I let go
And now I know
So how
How am I going to carry myself now
I feel blind
But I
I can see the doors are closing in
Let's blow them down
Let's show you I am fine
Months passed by
And I could feel
That I was better
I was real
I was fine
Went through hell
Went through therapy
Went through nightmares
Went through darkness
But I was fine
I was fine
So how
How am I going to carry myself now
I feel blind
But I
I can see the doors are closing in
Let's blow them down
Let's show you I am fine
I met a boy
He made me mad
The love was perfect
But it was bad
He made me cry